Today, i had a few conversation. One of it made me realize smth. Out of my 18year and 3months life, i've wasted 8 months doing things which i wasn't supposed to do. Seriously, i totally do not know why i waste 8 precious months. Why didn't i use that 8 months to pursue smth which i always wanted to do?

I know that it's kinda late to talk about it now. I really really really really (x100) got to change this attitude of mine. For example, don't always look so "lost" (like in my lala land). Don't be so blur. I'm turning 19 this year. And in a few years time, i'll be working.

Studying and working are like "two different world". Once you complete your studies, and start working. You'll realize that people out there are materialistic. Like what we always said, "No Money, No Talk". Meaning $$$ is everything. Of course, the higher education you receive, the more $$$ you"ll earn. And when you got a higher education cert and earn more $$$, ppl won't look down on you.

Sigh, now i really got to start planning what i want to do in my future. I really don't wish to get a low-paid job which i couldn't even feed myself. Planning shall start from now!